Whats up peoples, no one reads this, but its OK haha. Today I got a system installed in my car then went over and had a BBQ for the wrestling team. So right now im getting ready for drill this weekend, Its home station stuff so we will probably just be getting ready for mobilization in Kosovo. There are soo many reasons why I want to go but sooo many reason why I don't, but its not up to me. I signes up for this. So tomorrow Ben leaves for Iraq, im so nervous for him, and super bummed because I wont see him unitl I get back, which is like september 2010. mannn that sucks to think about, yea and now hes engaged, pretty cool, I wish the best of luck to him, and ill be praying for him every day. Anyways. life has been pretty plain lately, I need something new. I need a job, or start freakin school already. Oh yea, In febuary i start my first phase of mobilization. im going to list some positives and negatives abotu this thing, here goes.

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Money, start off on a good foot
experience and travel the world

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miss school
leave the girl I love
leave family and friends

I dont know, its not up to me really. I just realised I lost a lot of my love for skating, and life is different like that haha. But oh well, gotta grow up some day I guess. Ive been pretty bummed out lately, I guess its because I dont do anything and have too much time to sit around and think.. thats going to change monday. CHEER ME UP!!!!!!

RR